The infamous TWW. Not for the faint of heart. Nor for those who have low EQ. It's like the marshmallow test for women who are trying to conceive. Only there's no marshmallow.
Tomorrow is my "test"day according to my OB - my CD23 (cycle day); exactly two weeks from the time I had my follicle monitoring.
I bought 3 home pregnancy tests last Sunday, but I already used one last Monday. Because I just couldn't help it. I was feeling weird and thought that using 1 of the three won't hurt. It did. Because it came up negative. But since I've been through the same disappointment before, I just shrugged it off and moved on. At the back of my head I was thinking that it was probably just too early to test.
So we'll see tomorrow.
But you know what's actually weird? Having negative tests using home pregnancy tests. Then having 2 positive tests, 2 separate times with a pregnancy blood test, which actually turned out as false positives. Yes it happened to me. Twice! I wonder what's wrong with my body when it comes to my HCG. Could it be that the tests were defective? Imagine it happening twice.
Anyway, I'll be writing a separate post regarding that. In the mean time, I'm still praying for that second line.
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